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[15 Sep 2004|12:56am] |
wowwwww i just came back from bootcamp guys!! wow ive changed soo much eeeek.... i just want to thank everyone who believed in me an everyone who didnt FUCK OFF BC I DID IT!!!
I have been raised into a real strict portguese family.. as most people who are port the boys in the family get more attention from the dad etc i hated that. ever since i was little I wanted to get into the navy or the marines or something on that case, Since i graduated this past year i have done it. and many people made fun of me in middle school etc saying i could never do it i wouldnt last so to eveyone I MADE IT!!!
I will keep this up now for real... <3 mwah!!!
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[09 Jul 2004|09:42pm] |
wow i totally forgot this thing.. dont think i have any friends on it..
well i came back not to long ago from portugal etc went out there once i graduated!! it was awesome!!!
I dont really know what to say bc i dont think anyone reads this anymore
i will update so let me know if u stillr ead kay! thanks
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[20 Apr 2004|11:53pm] |
So whats going on LJ world!!! woooohoooo im back...
I am def goign to make time to come on post etc. I am getting a cam for the comp soon so i can take pics allll the time..
Well me n derek arent together no more =( he cheated on me. I guess yah he jsut wanted some n since i wouldnt give it to him there wasnt need for me.
Other than that ive been hanging with friends n than school =)
but i will post later bc i have home work
xoxoxo loveeeeee u
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[18 Apr 2004|10:59pm] |
Hey! Wow once again its been forever but im back now for sure this time. I have just had a hard time lately but things are ok.
so how has everyone been... i have been ok..
I will have a huge post tomorrow n let everyone know whats going on in my life etc
omg guys dont delete me im back for real this time <3
LOVE U BUNCHES
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[25 Feb 2004|01:28am] |
holy fuck i forgot bout my LJ!!!
WHATS UP EVERYONE! wow probably no body has me on there list no more! how is everyone!!! im doing good. im still with derek and things are great.. i have a couple pics from the winterball that i will try an get up soon.. wow it feels so great to be back lol well i need to go to bed but wow ill just updating alot more i promise!!!
Vanessa
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[06 Jan 2004|11:31pm] |
Whats up everyone?
Sorry I haven't updated in awhile, So much things going on =). My life is going pretty well =)
How was everyones New Years? Yes im kind of late on asking but better late than never, right? My new years was AWESOME! Like right right at midnight like derek asked me out! it was so sweet and so perfect! Like he asked me at like 11:59 and like 55 seconds so that when i asked it was like 12 it was so perfect! <3 To think that i thought i was never going to get over fabio. well fabio I can finally say that im OVER YOU! =) so please stop leaving me messages that you love me and miss me and want to be with me cause hunny you ruined it for yourself!
Well Back to school this week to YUCK! I hate waking up early for school. Exspeciall when its cold and i just dont want to pull myself out of a bed! grrrrr LOL
Exams are at the end of the month i hope i do good on them =) all my work is caught up so im not behind no more. <3
For the first time in months i am so happy on who i am as a person, and i love my life. Just when i thought that it was like the end i have derek who just brighten my day just saying hey baby. He Always makes me better. UGH im falling so hard for him.
Well i need to go, I will try an post alot now. Not so far apart! i hope everyone had a great holiday!
1 more thing i have winter ball coming up =) wooohoooo I love dances hehe <3
Bye everyone MWAH
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Hey everyone!!!!!!!!!
Wow for the first time in a forever my life seems to be going great. I have wonderful friends who care so much about me, i got alot closer to a couple cousins etc! i am seeing a great guy =) wow what a holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have work today at 11am AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 11-7 on christmas eve totally sucks!!!!! But its ok cause ill be with derek and were going to exchange our gifts to each other and stuff.
Its hard to think that its christmas already, this year has just flew by..
Its also weird for me to see that just a few weeks ago i didnt want to live anymore and everything went wrong, now my life is so good!
Thank You to everyone who has been there for me i love you alllllll!!!!!!
Happy Holidays everyone!!!!!
Happy Christmas Eve!!!!!!!!!!
Well i gotta go finish wrapping a couple presents that have to go to work with me =)
XOXOXOXO Love you All <3nessa
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Heyyyyyy!!
How is everyone weekend so far??? I hope good!
Wooot Woot 1st thing is School Vacation!!!!!!!! I have been looking forward to it for like ever haha =)... I made my friend cry on friday at school =X i was like omg did you realize this is the last Christmas Break we get while in High school (cause we'll get one in college but just not the same) and she was like look what you made me do you big dummy hahaha i love her tho <3 Love you Linds <3
Soooo.... I am having the best weekend so far i havent had a smile leave my face =)... Ill start with Friday =)
Friday~~~ I had woke up alittle bit earlier than normal because i had to make sure that i had all my friends presents and what not together =) Since its the last day before vacation we had to exchange! i got some awesome gifts i hope my friends thought the same about the ones i got them. Second once school got out i had went and hung out with a girl who i work with (thanh) and awesome sweetie i love her. We had went an got our checks and cashed them because we were going to do shopping cause its the last time we both can really go before christmas =) so we did that for awhile, than my cell phone rang and it was *derek* i woke with derek too =) and im crushing him alot right now. but anywho he was like i was wondering if maybe when i get out of work you want to grab a bite to eat so i was like okay that would be great!!!! So 10 o clock came and he had came and got me and we went to get something to eat and he brought me home around 1am this morning we just hung out and drove around and than went to his house and watched a movie and i fell asleep in his arms. Just it was a GREAT NIGHT!!!!
Saturday~ well today i had to work 3pm -12am which wasnt bad because i love going to work, i have so many close friends there now and its just great! i work with the sweetest people ever! But at 5:30 someone had came looking for me and said there was a man upfront looking for me. i had no idea what was going on lol i thought i was in trouble lol so i was scared to work up front! it was a guy from a flower shop and he had flowers and a teddy bear for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When i read the card it was from derek and he was just saying that he had a wonderful night and he wants to see me again! I have been in the state of awww allllll night lol so thats my night!!!!!!
I Cant wait until tomorrow when i work with derek! Im going to give him the hugest hug ever!!!!!! Ugh im sooooo soooo happy...
Does anyone have a little story they want to tell me hehehe feel free <3
LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT A WEEKEND!!!!!!!! <3 I love my life!!!!!!
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Heyyyyyy!! whats up everyone? Not much here just hanging out.
So how was everyones day? mines was pretty good. went to school and hung out with friends after had the best time lol heheh. I never knew i could laugh so much that it would make my stomach hurt.
anywho, i have been thinking..... How come people fake someone else??? It doesnt really make sense to me. If you fake someone why would you want to have make believe friends? Sure the movie the New guy He changed and made new friends etc lol but to completely try an be someone else that is nuts. Everyone is beautiful in some way in another so why be someone your not. I know that i am not happy with the way i look but i love me for me. this is kind of rambling on but i am just alittle confused i guess
well this was a pointless entry but i had things on my mind. thanks
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add me to ur list if im not on already =)
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Hey whats going on? Not to much here
I havent been able to update much and im sorry <3 I still love everyone who leaves comments and everyone who reads my journal...
I have just been really busy with school and work. I am finally alllll caught up in school thank god! I had worked my ass off getting my grades back up and from all the days i missed when my grandfather had pasted away (once again thank you for everyone who has been there for me )
I have been working CRAZY Hours since christmas is just next week! can you believe that next week is christmas! wow this year has just flew by. Does anyone else think so?
I have noticed that this year i have became a completely different person and it has been for the better =) I realized alot about myself that i havent before and i thank my friends for that. without my friends i may have never found out truely who i am inside its not thanksgiving but i am so thankful for my friends!!!
Alittle bit about my love life right now.... well as you know me n my bf had broken up =*( yes hurts deeply and its so hard to move on and just let all that go. Well i work with a kid name derek and he has always been there for me and he is an awesome guy and i think that i may like him. just not to sure how to tell him. I know he has feelings for me but i dont want to move to fast because im still in love with my ex and im scared to be hurt again. so right now i dont really have a love life lol but just update everyone on what could be happening =)
this is me n my friend lindsey in math class sorry the pic is alittle messed up =X
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[12 Dec 2003|09:11pm] |
It's Been awhile since i have updated. Well Im back =)
I wanted to say thank you to EVERYONE! So many of you have just been hella sweet to me and i thank you so much..
Krista i missed you too Hunny <3
Tie~ I love you and miss you too
everyone else thank you..
Well live has been getting slowly better. me and my bf are now broken up =( but i realized that life goes on, yes im madly in love with him but it just goes on, i dont understand why i wasted my time on crying on someone who wouldnt cry for me back.
I have exams coming up soon which god i hope i do good even tho i missed so much school, i am getting my work done and getting caught up =)
I love my friends they have been there for me so much just thank you!! Work has been crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy but christmas is almost here than it will dye down again. <333
Well just wanted to post some
Everyone take care and stay safe!!!!!!!!!! <33333
Nessa
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[28 Nov 2003|09:51pm] |
Hey, I havent updating in awhile due to many thing going on in my life...
Well today was black friday at work and we opened at 6am i had to be at work for 5:30 in the morning!! well i worked until 2:45 and when i got out of work today i had the worst phone call i have ever gotton. My aunt had called me and told me that my grandfather havent made it. =*( i might not update for a couple days. but i am having a real hard time because i never got to say a real goodbye. well ill try n update tomorrow thanks buhbyes
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[24 Nov 2003|01:35am] |
Well my last post i said how everything was going downhill, i wonder if always its nice people who everything goes wrong for, Ive just been having a real hard time lately and it seems as if instead of anything getting better it gets worse and worse were its seem so hard where you dont even want to get up in the morning..... OK not sure if all that made sense but im sure you understand...
Well to start off all of whats happening to me, my grads in school took a huge turn and im not doing so well right now, seems like everything got extra hard and stuff and i make sure to do enough studying but when i do, i seem to do worse than when i study.. so i need to work my ass off and pull up my grades..
Second~ work as been hell, always getting yelled at 2 do something. than working in layaway this time of year is crazy and i have people yelling at me because they dont make there payments on time and they are super late so i have to cancel there thing and when they do come in they start yelling!! Than i seem to always be stuck there by myself because everyone seems to calls out when im working but if i was god i would never hear the end of it =( ugh i need a break from work!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
My grandpa is in the hospital =*( he has fell down stairs and he just isnt doing to well =( I have already lost one of my grandpa's and im just so close to this one i dont want anything to happen to him. i love him to death =( i went to see him in the hospital and he just looks so bad =***(
Me and Fabio are having really hard times right now, which is probably the worst time to have problems. He thinks i dont trust him when he goes out with his friends which it dont bother me because i know at night he comes home to me but we arent doing too good either =(
everything is just piled up at once and im not so sure how much i can take =*(
well thanks for listening to my problems
<33333
my friend keri just got LJ her Sn is PIINK_UNDI3S
you check her out and than add her if ya like =) shes the sweetest girl ever
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[22 Nov 2003|08:50pm] |
well my life is going really down hill right now so i will post about it probably tomorrow for those who care =) buhbyes
love ya all
<3 nessa
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Hey well i havent updated in awhile so i figured ill write how things are so ya dont think i forgot bout the site heheh =)
well mostly ive been working and school which is taken up most of my time which stinks so bad becuase it causing me and fabio to fight. and today wasnt a good day for me n him and as of now we arent talking but i hope it gets better... well i have a bunch of homework soo ill update tomorrow with some pics etc
Night All <33333333333333333333
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[16 Nov 2003|07:51pm] |
I got this from Claire =) shes such a sweet and beatiful girl!!! <333
[my name is]: Vanessa
[in the morning I am]: Still Sleepy
[all I need is]: my best friends =)
[love is]: the best feeling
[I'm afraid of]: being hurt
[I dream about]:my furture and benig sucessful
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Always COCACOLA
[flowers or candy]: roses are nice they smell so good but candy taste good hmmm
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: eyes
[dream boy/girlfriend]: i have him already (faby)
[do you believe in love at first sight?]: No because that would be based on looks =X
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]:GIna
[makes you smile]: Fabio
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: fabio when he smiles at me
[has a crush on you?]: i dont know lol
[easiest to talk to]: Gina and Brianna
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]:um not really i leave my comp on to see if my bf comes on lol but i love meeting new people hehe
[save aol/aim conversations]: no
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: i dont think so
[lie?]: Nope theres no need to lie bc ya always end up getting caught
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Brianan
[hugged]: my grandma
[you instant messaged]: Fabio
[you laughed with]: Thanh!
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: Yes i highlight it tho not completely color it
[ever get off the damn computer]: yeah to go to work, hang out with my friends. shower , eat you know everything lol
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: Noppers
[obsessive]: i dont think so lol
[could you live without the computer?]: prob not lol keeps me busy when im bored lol tv gets boring
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 68
[what's your favorite food?]: italian food ugh soooo good YUMMILICIOUS=)
[whats ur favorite fruit?]:strawberries and green apples
[drink alchohol?]: Sometimes at parties<3
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: havent seen one =*( well really watched it
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional it takes longer
[trust others way too easily?]: i use to until i found the people who lied to me i guess im to gullable
-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]: Once and it killed me =(
[of hearts I have broken?] : I hope none
[of boys I have kissed?] : ummm.....
[of girls I have kissed?] :i kiss alot of my girlies lol but not like badly
[of continents I have lived in?] 1
[of drugs taken illegally?] : None im a good girl
[of tight friends?] : ummmm a handful
[of cd's that i own?] :TONS!!!
[of scars on my body?] : one
[of things in my past that i regret?] : umm im not sure i try n live life with no regrets
I KNOW: im going to URI next year =D
I HAVE: a headache and it stinks
I WISH: I was with fabio right now
I HATE: working alot
I MISS: my brother
I FEAR: of losing someone i love
I HEAR: Sean Paul
I SEARCH: ??
I WONDER: what am i going to have for dinner
I REGRET: not sleeping late today lol im tired
I LOVE: my outfit today
I ACHE: in the head i got a headache = (
I CARE: for my girlies n boys n my BF
I ALWAYS:to check my voicemail =X
I AM NOT: a bad person
I DANCE: pretty good i think
I SING: ALLL THE TIME.
I CRY: when im alone n sad
I DO NOT ALWAYS: dress up really nice
I WRITE: songs well i try hehe
I WIN: in mario brothers video game heeh
I LOSE: board games =(
I CONFUSE: myself lol
I LISTEN: to music n my bf singing to me
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at work, school, mall. gina's. fabio's etc
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: who i am
Well i have alot of homework to do for school tomorrow so night yall <333 mwah
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[15 Nov 2003|01:13am] |
Hey everyone hope everyone had a great Friday night!
Mines was stinky once again i worked so thats nothing new i wish they gave me less hours but since christmas is coming and im stuck in layaway its hard to get days off!!! =X i think they need to train more people for layaway, i am so tired of work because i get knocked out with bags and boxes hanging all over the place lol and i have to carry boxers bigger than me heheh oh well maybe it will give me some muscles..
I finally not my report card in from school, its not to bad I got like mostly B's so im proud of myself only missed like 4 days! woooot normally i miss alot because i feel real lazy in the morning, exspecially when you wake up n when u look outside its still dark and you just want to stay in bed longer lol n thant he blankets are soooo warm ugh its like heaven.
My best friedn Gina is sleeping over tonight! i love her to death, its like we are sisters but seperated at brith lol i love her! she knows more about me than i know about myself, kind of scarey! well probably going to watch movies and just dance around like goofs....
Me and Fabio got into our 1st fight tonight and its killing me =(. he is mad that i have been spending alot of time with gina and stuff and yesterday i went to the mall with her because we love shopping and i had the day off, and last night he just like blew up on me and i thought everything was settled and than tonight he was screaming at me, and he said that i probably trashed it around the mall yesterday getting guys numbers. and than i told him to come over an he said he was going out with his friends and i was like ok have fun and i was kidding and told him not to dress nice so girls dont check him out than he thought i was saying dont cheat on me =*( big mess and i have no idea what to do =*(
Anyone have advice??? Im so madly in love with him and it kills me were fighting =*(
i have to get going to bed long day at work tomorrow!! YUCKIE SATURDAYS!!!!!!!!!!! 9am-6pm Someone going to be tired for sure!!!!!!!!1
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[12 Nov 2003|10:11pm] |
Well I have had a horriable day but oh well i guess everyone has those days...
My day.....
Woke up late so i ended up going to school late and since my school is sooooooooo dumb i got a detention for being late 3 times, like you cant help sometimes if your late but they dont care they are just like detention blah blah blah those dumb jerks..
When school got out since i am in work study i can leave school everyday at 12 and i go to work etc so i had to work 12-8 tonight which wasnt so bad but the manger who was on today was such a bitch and was yelling at me all day which just isnt cool! i didnt know how to do something in layaway since they just started to train me there and he was like even a moron can do this which wasnt cool i dont think you can say that to people, that can really ruin someone. but anyways yeah i got out 8:15 because he wouldnt let me leave at 8 because he said i had things to do which was bullllllllllllllllllllll!!!!
To end my wonderful day when i got home my mom started to scream at me for like no reason, i think it started when i asked what she had for supper because i was so hungry and i ended up hearing a big speech etc and than well she went to chelos and i wanted ziti with chicken pam and she was like oh thats too much money etc etc etc and i was like ill pay for it whatever and than she was like i dont like ur attitude and started to scream at me and when i went to my room she told my dad i was nothing but a bitch and a spoiled brat and that i should pay board in my house. Come on im 17 and i am still in school but she is liek money hungry or something which she like take my money from the bank bc she works at it so theres her board but whatever, cant wait until i can move out!!! Days like this i wish my brother was still around to help me!
well i am done complaining!!!!!!!!!
Here is a pic from the other day at school we had PJ day and thats me n my friend jessica! yess im looking HURTIN =(
I need to do something sweet for my BF for our year and a half anyone have any ideas????
thanks <33333
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